Simplest Version of prolonged thoughts!

I always thought that 'Sleeping' is the most easiest task, but actions defy thoughts most of the times. I am not any exception to their job. Whenever I face such a situation, in simpler terms, every night I keep telling myself "Grow UP !!", just wishing that there should'nt exist such a day when I still keep saying it to myself and I suddenly realise that, "I have grown OLD!!"

One Person World ! (Esoteric Expressions)

It is the thoughts of someone that keeps the fragrance of a totally imaginary flower linger around, not just for a long time but for the rest of the life. When situation demands should the small world converge to a single person? Is it really true that 'the world works this way', as one of my friend puts it? I disagreed with him for there existed someone who I could think of and just wipe out those words. The value given to a person is not merely for a part of the life but it remains alive even after death in the form of deeds and expressions. But, ya it is not fair to dismiss the thought that people change and are never the same. The ability to handle any changes in a balanced manner is what life is supposed to teach us. If we are not docile, that does'nt in any way mean things are bound to happen the way they had been since ages and generations. Well, if growing up is nothing but narrowing down and freezing the boundaries, definitely the world will converge to a single person!!

Lost to the times..Perhaps lost at the moment itself !!

So Close..Yet so Far,
Simplest feeling ever, of the multitude,
The trap could'nt recognise me, did it? NEVER !
For I was not a mere fruit of Ephemeral Pulchritude.

Never did I miss,
The crests and troughs of Attitude,
But it was always a Bliss,
For smile was my companion in Solitude.

There were words and pain, silence and war,
Unperturbed glory eloped with smiles.
So Close yet So Far,
For we still got to travel miles and miles.

Crappy huh!! Well..those which sound beyond pragmatism * are bound to be mere Crap.
*for those read and not write, exceptions exist.

Brighter side of life !!

Whatever things might tend to be, the tinge of skepticism or the so called pessimism is part of the shadow. Though the screen of vision is bright and glossy, "WHY IS THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF LIFE ALWAYS GLOOMY?" Its not a philosophical note but not even that which can be washed away as a rhetoric. A few of those great moments that filled hearts tend to move away with time, and the heaviness of choice has to be carried along throughout the journey.
Well..getting back to simpler straight issues, its my first day as an intern in NCAER. May be a nice place, yet to discover some happiness here. But, ya I'll dig in for it very soon. Missing all my friends, but its part and parcel of life. OMG!! Another Cliche on its way hanging around my neck and bothering me to the extent of letting my vision blur for a moment. I'll get back after short clearance..till then Sayonara with a smile (A small curve that sets mant things straight).

Holiday Mood

This is intended to sound monotonic, rather very important for it to be so. Delving into the depths of time, I can closely observe the fact that things never change, for that matter it is just illusionary to feel the dynamism of any issue. As an Economist, (well..I take a chance to call myself so at least now for the NCAER entry part) it is not fair on my part to say dynamics is close to crap. But, it is definitely close to something atrocious. If there is any deviation from the regular stream of happenings, it is showcased to be purposeful. Nothing can more stupefying. It is not sufficient to define individual property rights , but it is individual thought comfort rights that have to be defined. True that economics considers children as social goods, but the boundaries were left at the mercy of the bulldozers of the society. Hmm..finally it is important for everything said above to induce monotony into the way they could be absorbed, because am just NORMAL !!

WAR (I ME MYSELF)

"If I ever witnessed a war,
there were only 2 players so far.

One who is struggling to relieve itself from the mists of time,
sharing its pain with me though there was no indelible crime.

The other in disguise is no foe,
But regret and sorrow in a mow.

They share a common abode,
where they never miss to cross the code.

Its just me and me,
Leaving no chance to flee

Its not a single moment which triggered me to pen down something that can let all the pain off..I might have great company for many of them would definitely feel the same as I wrote above.

War of Thoughts

Back home after eight semesters..the world sounds like it is stable at this instance, well..they at least say so, coming down to the political results. But, if we have to define stability, I'll stand a good chance to getting my definition approved. After looking through my previous posts, a slight introspection makes me feel am confused to the core, but that's what makes me completely normal even at times which climb the chart to be marked abnormal. Coming to keeping up with relationships, it is definitely a task far ahead of simply playing with words. Hmm..this isn't just dropping out of the blue, it always has been a priority and will remain forever. Oooofffff....enough of beating around the bush..I Miss my Friends..